Strapi crashes during loading admin panel in browser

checked
mysql database instances

[DB_NAME.admin_permissions] OK
[DB_NAME.admin_permissions_role_links] OK
[DB_NAME.admin_roles] OK
[DB_NAME.admin_users] OK
[DB_NAME.admin_users_roles_links] OK
[DB_NAME.components_seo_helper_seo_mains] OK
[DB_NAME.files] OK
[DB_NAME.files_folder_links] OK
[DB_NAME.files_related_morphs] OK
[DB_NAME.goods] OK
[DB_NAME.goods_components] OK
[DB_NAME.i18n_locale] OK
[DB_NAME.seo_straniczs] OK
[DB_NAME.strapi_api_token_permissions] OK
[DB_NAME.strapi_api_token_permissions_token_links] OK
[DB_NAME.strapi_api_tokens] OK
[DB_NAME.strapi_core_store_settings] OK
[DB_NAME.strapi_database_schema] OK
[DB_NAME.strapi_migrations] OK
[DB_NAME.strapi_transfer_token_permissions] OK
[DB_NAME.strapi_transfer_token_permissions_token_links] OK
[DB_NAME.strapi_transfer_tokens] OK
[DB_NAME.strapi_webhooks] OK
[DB_NAME.up_permissions] OK
[DB_NAME.up_permissions_role_links] OK
[DB_NAME.up_roles] OK
[DB_NAME.up_users] OK
[DB_NAME.up_users_role_links] OK
[DB_NAME.upload_folders] OK
[DB_NAME.upload_folders_parent_links] OK

seems like strapi have connection with database